So Hungry | nicoleal20's Blog

I wrote W a response to the letter. It was long and brutal. Basically I told him he was full of crap and yadda yadda. I told him if he wants to be my friend then act like it. grow up a little. I haven't spoken to him since. He said he needs time. I'm giving him all the time he wants.

Ok, I've been off prozac for a little over a week and I AM SO HUNGRY!!!! I know that prozac increases your hunger but I seemed to not be as hungry while I was on it. I was supposed to start my diet today and so far I have already blown it right out of the water. I had a big pack of sugar cookie wafers for breakfast, then some toast with jelly, a piece of fried chicken and some leftover hot wings. And I still feel hungry!! Tomorrow.. tomorrow I am going to really get going on some healthier eating. I have to. I know I have gained some weight because my pants are a little snug. My belly has gotten bigger too. And I said I was going to lose weight for the trip to NY. I don't seem to be doing a very good job.

My mood has been ok considering. Kinda makes me wonder if the prozac actually did anything beside make me feel anxious and restless. I think I feel a little better without it.. My motivation level is somewhat low but it was low even with the pill.

It's a boring day. I hope I don't eat anymore for a while..