back on the Pill | nicoleal20's Blog

Well, after feeling like total crap yesterday and yelling for 15 minutes at my daughter over the simplest thing, I decided to take the celexa again. I took one this morning. The brain zaps were getting to me. They never seemed to stop. I took two geodon and two ambien last night just so I could go to sleep and not wake up early. That was dumb. Why double my dose when I could just take what I am supposed to be taking anyway. I will say this, since I have been off the celexa my thinking has been a little clearer, my hands have not sweat nearly as much as they used to, but I have been eating more junk. Might start on some omega 3 pills stop quell those cravings.

yesterday I felt so sad that for a minute I thought about suicide. That's when I knew my little experiment was over. I promised myself if I started feeling like that I would go back on the pill. I'm glad I followed through. So far for the most part I did not feel any different off the pill. I was even becoming more active again. Now I have to deal with the fogginess in my head all over again. sigh..