Lisa | nicoleal20's Blog

I can't sleep. Today was an okay day except for one thing: Lisa. If you go all the way back to my first blogs I mention her. She is the ex girlfriend of my husband. For the past 2 or 3 years she has been trying to worm her way back into his life. She has stalked me online, written me nasty messages, etc. Today she wrote me on Facebook  to tell me she and my husband have been talking on his other cell phone, and the reason the bill has been higher is because she is sending him pictures of herself all the time. Ok. I asked my husband and he first tried to tapdance around it and deny it but he finally admitted it. I figured he was talking to someone on that phone. He thinks he is being slick but he isn't. He thinks he can just keep telling me all kinds f lies but he can't. I am trying extremely hard not t let this get to me but it does. It's not so much that he has talked to her. It's the fact that he lied about it. Why does he continue to do that? Doesn't he get it yet? I am disappointed in him, and I am also tired. I want so badly to forget all of this because I don't want it upsetting me. SO I am trying to stuff my feelings about it. Not let it get to me. I don't know what else my husband has lied about but when he gets home I am certainly going to ask him. I also would like to see that phone. I asked him how did she get his number. He gave me some lameass story about how he had gotten texts from her and he didn't know who it was from. But somehow he managed to give her his other phone number. Now I'm beginning to feel very angry. He's playing me. he says he won't let anything come between us but he talks to this woman. he lets her in.WHy? Is he lonely on the road, bored, what? That's what I would like to know. So now, while he is probably sleeping like a baby, I'm sitting here wondering what is worng with me that I am not enough for him? And how many more lies are there that he has not told me? How many other women? Lots of questions but there will never be any answers because he will lie. That's what he does the best.