No Funny Head today | nicoleal20's Blog

I can't sleep. Well, I haven't been trying hard to sleep anyway. My husband called around 9 to say goodnite and tell me where he was and it kind of broke me out of the bit of sleepiness I was feeling. So I've been up surfing the web. I did a little twittering and looking on the depression forums website to read about different antidepressants. I plan on discussing them with Dr. S. at my next visit if this combo doesn't work. I must not be afraid to talk to him about this. After all it's MY body and MY money. It's so easy for him to recommend a high dollar drug. The drug reps put him up to it. I mean, remeron is an antidepressant that isn't used so much anymore but there it is. Why not try it? It's affordable. I could also just do without an antidepressant. I managed for a while without one. I just took the geodon. I know, I know. It spells disaster, right? I might not feel so numb, though.

No funny head feeling at all today. Hurray! My tummy was slightly gurgly but it might have been from the chili I had for dinner. I looked over my other blogs again and I realized today that this prozac hasn't really worked that well since Sept.when I started taking it. Oh, there were some good days but also a lot more blah days than I think there should have been. There was one blog where I was on day 32 and still feeling like crap. But it does take 6 to 8 weeks to really get into your system. Maybe 3 pills is what I need instead of two. I haven't started taking 3 yet because I need to count my pills and see how many days I can take 3 pills before I run out. I think I'll check now. brb...
Ok, I have enough pills to last me 11 days if I take 3 starting on Sunday. By then my  husband will be paid again and I will be able to fill the script for wellbutrin and more prozac, I hope. This economy.. it's depressing. I hope the VA made an appt for me. I will call on Monday to see if they have. AT least with them I can get 90 days worth of pills for 24 bucks; still a little more than the pharmacies with the drug cards but I don't have to pay up front and all I have to do is come online to request a refill.

I'm tempted, since I am up, to watch Q of S again. My favorite part is during the opera when Bond and Dominic Greene stand there staring at each other. And then the gunfight ensues throughout the dining room while the opera music plays in the background. I just thought it was cool. The one part that confused me was the part where Mathis lays dying in the street and Bond asks him if Mathis is his cover name. he says yes. At first I thought this indicated that somehow Mathis was involved with those people but after looking it up online I got it figured out.
Ok, now I am rambling, taking advantage of this ok feeling. Hope it hangs in all day tomorrow too.